The word hunger has left a deep mark in Bai Nianjin’s memory.
He was ignorant when he was young, and his mother didn’t care about him. He liked to go to the street to pick up leftover buns and steamed buns from other people’s food.
At that time, he was also weak and had diarrhea after eating, but Bai Nianjin was still more afraid of hunger than diarrhea. The pain that spread from the stomach to the limbs, and finally gathered in the head, made Bai Nianjin lose his dignity as a human being. He even felt that if someone was willing to give him something to eat, he could do anything.
It may not be a bad thing if people can be ignorant all their lives like a urchin. A naughty boy doesn’t know what self-esteem is, what is contempt, and what is high and low.
Bai Nianjin matured prematurely. After he understood the eyes of the people around him, he began to endure hunger.
Don’t take what shouldn’t be, don’t take what shouldn’t, he no longer picks up the food thrown off the street, but starts to try to make some money on his own. For example, two-cent cans and one-cent mineral water bottles can be sold on the roadside.
His mother bothered him and stayed home for a day and a half, and the look in his eyes when he came back to see him looked like a beggar.
“Why are you so dirty?” The woman wore a gorgeous dress, and the perfume she sprayed on her body was enough for Bai Nianjin to eat for a month. But she didn’t want to give Bai Nianjin a little money. This child was her shame. If it weren’t for him, she would not have ruined her appearance and fell to where she is today.
“Are you a beggar?” She was supposed to be the closest person, but looked at Bai Nianjin with the most disgusting eyes, and the woman said: “Get out, don’t come back unless you clean it up.”
As a result, the thin Bai Nianjin was taken out of the house and left on the corridor. He is seven years old, but he is still a small one. A woman can lift him up with one hand and throw him away like trash.
Knowing that she probably couldn’t get into the house, Bai Nianjin walked slowly to the stairs and sat down.
This kind of thing happened many times, but in the end, the neighbor couldn’t see it, so he directly reported the police.
The police came to educate Bai Nianjin’s mother, but Bai Nianjin’s affairs were out of control. In the end, a bureau leader came forward and asked Bai Nianjin’s mother to send Bai Nianjin to school. In order to solve the problem, criminal responsibility must be paid.
Bai Nianjin’s mother deserved it face to face, and she began to scold Bai Nianjin’s prodigal in private. She didn’t beat Bai Nianjin very much, perhaps because she felt that beating him was dirty.
After the police came, Bai Nianjin’s life changed slightly, that is, he could finally go to school.
After entering school, Bai Nianjin quickly realized that this was probably his only chance to change his fate.
Bai Nianjin started studying desperately. He didn’t care how much his classmates despised him, let alone the opinions of others. He just wanted to leave here, leave his mother by blood, and leave this world that he hates.
Bai Nianjin was once close to success, if he hadn’t met Li Hansheng.
Bai Luoluo was not very lucky. He caught a cold on the third day after he came to this world, but it was not serious, just a little cough and runny nose.
It’s not easy to feel this day, but once you catch a cold, it’s a little troublesome. Bai Luoluo took the medicine in the office and felt that his tonsils should be swollen when he swallowed it.
Teachers are very troublesome, especially high school teachers.
Fortunately, Bai Luoluo is a Chinese teacher, and his classwork is not as heavy as other teachers. He thinks it should be no problem to stick to it.
After a class, Bai Luoluo was still sweating. He drank and asked the students if they had any questions.
A few students who have a good relationship with Bai Luoluo came up with their textbooks. In fact, these students are not good at them. They just like to have fun with the teacher, so the questions asked did not make Bai Luoluo too embarrassed.
The next class was about to begin. Bai Luoluo packed up his books and glanced in the direction of Bai Nianjin.
In fact, Bai Luoluo was watching Bai Nianjin in this class because he found that this child was a little unusual. He usually listened to the class seriously, but he kept his head buried today.
Bai Luoluo thought for a while, but turned around and went out without calling him.
So it was noon, Bai Luoluo took advantage of the lunch break to go around the classroom. When he reached the position of Bai Nianjin, his pace slowed down.
Bai Nianjin obviously had something to hide from him, because the child had to bury his head in the desk.
Bai Luoluo reached out and tapped on the table of Bai Nianjin, whispered: “Bai Nianjin?”
Bai Nianjin answered the teacher dully.
Bai Luoluo said, “How to read, raise your head.”
Bai Nianjin didn’t move, until Bai Luoluo said it again, he slowly raised his head, revealing a bruised face.
Bai Luoluo was stunned at the time, and a wave of anger rushed directly to the top of his forehead, but he resisted his anger and said: “You come out with me.”
Bai Nianjin got up slowly and followed Bai Luoluo out of the classroom.
“What’s the matter?” The teachers in the office were all going home for lunch break, Bai Luoluo called Bai Nianjin to the office and took him to the office.
Bai Nianjin lowered her head and said nothing.
Bai Luoluo said, “Bai Nianjin, if you have anything, you can talk to the teacher.”
Bai Nianjin was silent.
Bai Luoluo stretched out his hand to lift his face, and found that there were several breaks on his face, which looked like he had hit something, and he said, “Speak.”
Bai Nianjin’s long eyelashes trembled, and after a while, he said, “What can I do after I said it?” His voice was still a clear juvenile voice, and his appearance was thin, completely like a thirteen or fourteen-year-old. Child.
Bai Luoluo’s heart seemed to be picked up when he looked at it. He said, “Talk about it. Adults must do more than children.”
These words seemed to shake Bai Nianjin a little, he moved his feet, and finally said: “My mother did it.”
Bai Luoluo said: “Why did she beat you?”
Bai Nianjin said: “In a bad mood.”
Bai Luoluo heard the fire in his stomach, he really couldn’t understand why there is such a mother in the world, even if it is included in the novel, it would be too much.
But reality is always more ridiculous than novels. Bai Nianjin’s biological mother is such a selfish, unsentimental and unjustified woman.
Bai Luoluo said: “She beats you often?” He remembered that in the original world line, Bai Nianjin’s mother didn’t go home much after taking drugs.
Bai Nianjin said: “Not much.”
Bai Luoluo said: “If she wants to do something to you again, you will run out and come to my house if there is nowhere to go.”
Bai Nianjin looked at Bai Luoluo, did not say yes or refused.
Bai Luoluo said: “Let’s go, I will take you to the school doctor to wipe the wound.”
Bai Nianjin looked reluctant, but Bai Luoluo insisted on taking him to the school doctor. The school doctor was shocked when he saw the wound on Bai Nianjin’s face and asked what was going on.
Bai Luoluo said: “This kid hit the pool yesterday.” He knew that Bai Nianjin didn’t want to let too many people know about his family, so he just made an excuse.
Bai Nianjin glanced at Bai Luoluo secretly, and pursed her lips slightly.
Bai Luoluo said: “I’ll apply the medicine, you go and do your job.”
The school doctor said: “Will you wipe?”
Bai Luoluo said: “There is nothing wrong with this.”
Although the school doctor saw that Bai Nianjin’s wound was exaggerated, it seemed that it was just a skin injury, so he didn’t fight with Bai Luoluo, leaving the medicine behind.
Bai Luoluo glanced at the school doctor quietly, then lowered his throat to make Bai Nianjin take tu0’y-i.
Bai Nianjin was taken aback when he heard the words, and said, “Huh?”
Bai Luoluo said: “Let me see if there are any wounds on your body.”
Bai Nianjin, who knew that he was thinking too much, had a blush on his face. In fact, he was not blamed for his complicated thinking. The main reason was that his mother was in the dry skin business. He had known about these awkward things in the world.
Bai Nianjin took off his clothes slowly.
The clothes faded, revealing Bai Nianjin’s white and thin chest, but this milk-colored chest was covered with rough and shallow blood stains, as if it had been drawn out by something.
Bai Luoluo was so angry that he wanted to breathe fire. He said, “What did your mother hit you with?”
Bai Nianjin said: “High-heeled shoes and clothes rails.”
Bai Luoluo said coldly: “She doesn’t deserve to be a mother at all.”
Bai Nianjin didn’t say a word, the heating was on in the room, and he wasn’t cold. Bai Luoluo’s hand rubbed medicine on his wound, which made him feel chilly and very comfortable. The original pain was relieved a lot. Bai Nianjin thought a little bit distracted, if his parents were teachers like this… but he quickly stopped this idea because it was an unrealistic luxury.
Bai Luoluo rubbed the medicine on Bai Nianjin with sullen anger, and said to the system as he wiped it, “Can’t we breathe out Bai Nianjin?”
The system said: “Why do you want to vent?”
Bai Luoluo said: “Should I go and grab the fuck at night?”
System: “…Are you worthy of your identity as a successor to socialism?”
Bai Luoluo said, “What should I do?”
The system said: “Just set the sacks and beat them.”
Bai Luoluo: “…” Is there a difference?
Of course, Bai Luoluo also talked casually with the system, after all, he was not a person who liked to use violence casually.
When the medicine was almost finished, the system came up with a sentence: “Will you go? I thought about where to find the sacks.”
Bai Luoluo was silent for thirty seconds and said: “…Go.”
The system said: “Okay, you comfort the children first, I will buy a bag of melon seeds.”
Bai Luoluo felt a little pain in his head inexplicably.
After finishing the medicine, Bai Luoluo let Bai Nianjin put on his clothes again, Bai Nianjin said in detail, thank you, teacher, Bai Luoluo couldn’t help but licked Bai Nianjin looked soft and soft. My hair, gently replied that it’s okay, go.
Bai Nianjin got up and left. When he was about to reach the door, Bai Luoluo stopped him suddenly, then took a large piece of chocolate from his pocket and stuffed it into his hand.
“Eat something to add some calories.” Bai Luoluo said, “Look at your hands.”
Bai Nianjin squeezed the chocolate, showing the first smile Bai Luoluo saw. This smile was fleeting, but it was like a small flower in full bloom in the rain. Although it was short, it made Bai Luoluo feel soft. .
When Bai Nianjin left, Bai Luoluo touched his heart and said, “My heart melts when this kid laughs.”
The system said: “Don’t talk about other things, I have found the fucking whereabouts of Bai Nianjin, without further ado, I think it’s a good time to do it today.”
Bai Luoluo: “…” He always feels that if he goes to prison in this world, it must be encouraged by this system.
Bai Luoluo didn’t have much energy all afternoon because he was thinking of putting on the damn sack of Bai Nianjin. Other teachers thought he was sick and unwell, and told him to leave early if he couldn’t get off work. No one would denounce him when the director went to a meeting.
Bai Luoluo refused the kindness of other teachers, and persisted until the end of the afternoon, and then quickly rode his bicycle to get the sacks that the system found for him.
The system fixed Bai Luoluo’s position and led Bai Luoluo to a garbage dump. Then Bai Luoluo saw a yellow sack.
Bai Luoluo pinched his nose and picked up the sack and asked the system what it was for.
The system says: “For pig feed.”
Bai Luoluo: “…” Yes.
Bai Luoluo, who took the sack, went to the next drugstore to buy a mask, put it on and put a hat on, and then squatted off.
It was getting colder and darker, and it got darker and earlier, but at half past six there was almost no way to see.
Bai Luoluo wore a hat and a mask, squatting near Bai Nianjin’s home. He has never done anything like this since he was a child, and he was still a little nervous for a while, and asked the system: “Do you think I am doing this right?”
System: “What’s wrong.”
Bai Luoluo said: “Hit a woman…”
The system said: “She is still beating children, Bai Nianjin is such a cute child, how can she do it!”
Bai Luoluo thinks it makes sense.
The system said: “Don’t hit hard, just threaten her so that she won’t do anything to Bai Nianjin.”
Bai Luoluo said yes, then exercised his body, and by the way exercised his movements.
Bai Luoluo said: “I’m a little nervous.”
The system said: “Nervous you ass, when she is a pig, slap in a circle, then it is done.”
Bai Luoluo said, “…you look very experienced.”
The system said: “Our system never hits people.”
Yes, not hitting people will only encourage others to hit people.
Just when Bai Luoluo was mentally prepared, Bai Nianjin’s mother also happened to come back. On this cold day, she only wore a thin pair of leggings, and then the skirt that just covered her thighs and exposed her neck. Her fur clothes showed a strong wind and dust all over her body.
Bai Luoluo has done countless exercises in his heart. After seeing Bai Nianjin’s mother, he took a step forward, and then put the sack in his hand on Bai Nianjin’s mother in one go.
Bai Nianjin’s mother was frightened and wanted to scream, but was pressed against her back by a hard object. A male voice rang in her ear and said, “Are you Bai Nianjin’s mother?”
White mother hurriedly begged for mercy, saying that the money was in the bag.
“Who wants your stinky money?” Bai Luoluo deliberately swearing swear words, he said, “I came here today to tell, if you dare to play Bai Nianjin again in the future, I will stabbed him. To die you.”
When the white mother heard this, she felt the sharp object pushed into her waist again. She reluctantly said: “Who are you? You, what are you going to do?”
Bai Luoluo said, “Bai Nianjin is a friend of Lao Tzu. If you dare to use your motherhood to act on him again, Lao Tzu will beat you up. Don’t even think about the goods from Brother Wang. wanted.”
As soon as the white mother’s legs softened, Bai Luoluo smelled a fishy breath—she was scared to urinate. Bai Luoluo did not realize at this time how desperate it is for a drug addict to threaten her not to give him drugs.
Seeing that the threat had worked, Bai Luoluo let go of the white mother.
The white mother fell softly on the snow, until Bai Luoluo walked for a long time before slowly getting up from the ground, but her face was still full of horror. Brother Wang’s goods are Bai Mu’s most secret channel, and now she only has such a path in her hands. If it is also broken, then she really doesn’t know where to get the goods. The white mother trembled and thought, and she didn’t know where her tattered son had provoked such a “friend”.
Bai Luoluo was trembling with excitement after doing bad things. He even ran away from the alley and walked a long way before he came back.
He asked the system how well I played.
The system disgusted that you threw away your old newspaper first.
That’s right, Bai Luoluo just rolled the old newspaper into a sharp roll, pretending to be a sharp weapon to threaten Bai Nianjin’s mother. He threw the newspaper away and said, “Give me some points!”
The system said: “Six points.”
Bai Luoluo said, “Just six points?”
The system said: “There is another point for friendship.”
Bai Luoluo: “…”
Although the score is not high, things are done anyway, Bai Luoluo chatted with the system on the way home, the system said that he went to buy a pack of matcha-flavored melon seeds, and did not know when he could mail it.
Bai Luoluo said: “Matcha melon seeds?”
The system said: “Yes, it’s just too popular and it’s out of stock.”
Bai Luoluo thought that the data could still be out of stock, but he didn’t ask carefully, so he revealed it.
After arriving home, Bai Luoluo, who had done bad things, was a little restless and couldn’t fall asleep. Finally, he took out a diary and wrote down the things of today on it one by one, and then slowly became sleepy.
Seeing Bai Luoluo’s unconvincing appearance, the system angered: “Have you never done anything bad when you were a kid?”
Bai Luoluo looked at the ceiling and began to remember his childhood, saying: “Did it.”
The system said: “What’s bad?”
Bai Luoluo said: “Take the kid’s skirt.”
The system said: “Yes, I didn’t have a good life when I was young…”
Before he finished speaking, he heard Bai Luoluo complete this sentence: “But now I know that kid is a little brother.”
Bai Luoluo covered his face with his arms, and his tone was full of grief. He said, “It is estimated that the skirt is bigger than I am.”
The system was silent for a long time, and then said: “Go to sleep, don’t think too much.”
Bai Luoluo fell asleep drowsy in the system’s lullaby, and the system felt like a loving mother, worried every day that his stupid son was too easy to be bullied.
Maybe it was because of doing something bad that he had never done before, and his heart was quite uneasy. Bai Luoluo’s cold worsened unfortunately, and his voice was dumb as if he shouted all night.
Bai Luoluo lay on the bed, dying and said that he was going to die.
The system said: “You don’t go to work and deduct your salary.”
Bai Luoluo said: “buckle it.”
The system said: “What do you take to raise the Bai Nianjin after deduction of wages?”
Bai Luoluo’s darkened eyes showed Bai Nianjin’s pitiful little face. He said, “Nianjin, Dad loves you.”
System: “…” He found that only his father’s love can arouse Bai Luoluo’s fighting spirit, and he doesn’t know why this child likes to be a father so much.
In the end, Bai Luoluo was still late, but when he arrived at the office, all the teachers admired him, because Bai Luoluo seemed to faint at any time. Even the grade director couldn’t help saying that Teacher Li, the body is the capital of the revolution, so don’t be too reluctant.
Bai Luoluoqiang said with a smile that he was okay, and he could continue to lecture.
The grade director patted him on the shoulder and sighed: “What young people lack most is your fighting spirit. I have seen your hard work!”
Bai Luoluo almost didn’t blurt out to ask if he was paid, but he managed to maintain a teacher’s last restraint and smiled at the grade director.
The grade director nodded at him and left.
Fortunately, Bai Luoluo didn’t have many classes today. Just one morning, he really didn’t want to go to class. He could only let the system take over his body. As a result, after one class, some students said that the teacher was sick and the quality of the class was still Improved, teacher, you are so dedicated.
Bai Luoluo couldn’t laugh after hearing what was originally praised him.
But what makes Bai Luoluo quite relieved is that Bai Nianjin seems to be in good condition today, at least he hasn’t lowered his head to listen to class anymore. Bai Luoluo rarely sees him and other students say a few words.
After the class, Bai Luoluo didn’t stay in the classroom much. He hurried back to the office to take medicine and climbed on the table and slept dazedly. He wanted to sleep for more than ten minutes, but he didn’t know how he would actually sleep. In the afternoon, I woke up from my dream from hunger.
The teachers in the office are all gone, but Bai Luoluo is wearing a coat. It is estimated that some teacher put on him for fear that he would catch a cold.
Bai Luoluo had a red stamp on his face, and his mouth was drooling. He looked like a demented child with an IQ of only 25.
The system said: “Awake?”
Bai Luoluo wiped his mouth with his hand, and said vaguely: “Wake up, go home.”
The system said: “Wipe the saliva twice and it still hangs on the chin.”
Bai Luoluo wiped it two more times before it was wiped clean. He said, “Why don’t they call me when they get off work.”
The system faintly said: “Don’t talk about them, even I didn’t wake you up, if it wasn’t for you to breathe, I thought you died suddenly.”
Bai Luoluo said: “Oh, so, I misunderstood them…” He said, while preparing to pick up his bicycle, but when he walked under the teaching building, he suddenly heard a quarrel.